"No one is ever going to learn anything, do anything, change anything, feel anything unless they want to."
Saturday, January 30, 2010
We don't need to fight and cry
I'm really sorry for what I've done and I won't do it again but you're making this out to be a bigger deal than it needs to be. It's almost as if you don't want to let go of the fight. The fight ends when you want it to. I know I talked about you behind your back, but I'm only human. I make mistakes. Morgan and I aren't the only ones who have ever talked about you. Everyone has spoken about me, everyone has spoken about you, many people have spoken about that guy you see walking on the street, that woman you see in the superstore, that boy riding his bike. Everybody talks about everybody, because it's what we do and part of who we are. There's nothing wrong with it. The only reason we did is because we can't figure out why you're upset. You used to wait at the locker until I was finished and now you just leave because you have the option of hanging out with someone else, and that makes me feel like you choose them over me. You say you feel excluded. When have I ever excluded you from anything I've ever done? Just answer me that one question. I've never been the type of person to exclude anyone because I know exactly how it feels. If it's not me you're talking about but Morgan, then if you want to hang out with her and do what she does, then go ahead. They don't invite you because they know you don't like it and you wouldn't do it. I wouldn't do it, that's why they don't invite me. I don't even care, I accept what they do because you can't change it, I can't change it. All this drama is so pointless and it's got to stop... we've been friends for too long to just let this go. It all depends on you. If you want to stay my friend then I'd love that, but if you don't then you're losing something you'll never get back.