There's nothing you can do that can't be done

You have no idea how much I hate it when you get high. I know when you're high. You don't have to try to hide it.
I know I can't do a thing about it and it pisses me off that you can do something about it but you don't. I wish you would realize that weed is slowly killing you, and that you are making one of the stupidest decisions one can make. It stinks, it makes you stink, it makes you sound stupid and makes people feel like they can treat you like an idiot when you're high. I love you so much. I wish you at least didn't do it so often.

I don't want to lose you.

The only thing worse than you yelling at me is when you yell at my my mother, your wife.

Just today I was thinking about Granny and Grandad and how they're so happy together. Grandad takes care of Granny every day and when she can't remember something Grandad just explains it to her. I sometimes see little old couples walking arm in arm or hand in hand, the man opens the door and waits for his wife to go inside. Obviously this stuff exists if we can see it, but I look at my parents and just can't believe it does. I want to prove them wrong.

We always see that things are wrong and we want to change them, but we can't change them. We can't change people and make them see, and it SUCKS.

Let there be condoms!

I was just thinking about that whole issue with AIDS and how it might be a bit better if they had condoms. I don't at all agree with the Pope saying no to condoms. Even if it's not going to solve AIDS, I believe that condoms would help. Some people with AIDS wouldn't get pregnant, and therefore the child wouldn't have AIDS, and if the people with AIDS (terrible to say this) eventually die out, maybe AIDS will be cured. People in Africa are going to have sex no matter what the Pope says, so they may as well do it with protection.

secret twelve

You've changed. You're becoming really annoying. You've changed and I don't like it.

It's so easy

I'll bet we spend so much time on the computer because it's just so easy to get lost. There are so many pictures we want to look at, so many songs we want to listen to, so many people we want to talk to, so many things we want to see and write.... there's so much on the internet. We can read books we don't own, get songs we don't buy, read someone else's diary without getting a hold of the book, travel to places we may never visit. When you're on the internet time just flies by... hours and hours are gone and you won't get them back, but you don't even care because it's like you're in a whole other world.